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Am I the only one (feat Fisher Price and Drey)

from by JXD





Am I the only one that’s stands in a crowded room but still feels alone, mind consumed
Am I the only one that fights back tears just to show others that I’m not scared?
Am I the only one that buys useless crap but hates myself later when my bank accounts flat?
Are you feeling what I’m saying? , . . . . I guess it’s just me.

The fact of the matter is, can you relate?
This is not fiction, I really contemplate
Am I the only one that downloads music not legal, but now that I have my own album I want you paying with legal tender--for the center of life revolves around truth and lies
My demise on the thoughts I surmise, sins and evil that I hide

Am I the only one that wonders what politicians do behind close doors, and if they always told the truth, good or bad, would I trust them more?
Am I the only one that never has enough time in the day, and sets goals and then keeps pushing the start date?
Life is funny that way, I suppose
Like poker, sometimes you have to fold just to win gold
rearrange my mind, I’m always working mental overtime
Is it just me, did you follow that last line I scribed?
Girls and guys let’s take ride on the Green line
Destination, honesty of the world where truth hides
I’ll ask again, does anyone else wanna ride?
They wave bye
I guess its just me

Am I the only one that works so hard
Still fails, don’t wanna go on
Am I the only one that tries my best
feels like theres nothing left
Am I the only one that feels alone
In a world that’s so damn cold
Am I the only one that wants to see
A world without insanity

Here we go again..
to the start and we pick up a pen
write a rhyme like its signed then we a pick up a check
well I guess it depends if, you think we are the one for you
or just have the goal to collect
we well take both
so just follow us and maybe take notes and it’s not because we say so
but do you have a light that you have a day glow
I’m not gonna stay slow
I’m from a place where locals call it “Diego”
the sunny CA... then to OC
now we are chilling out where all the folks be
low key or the highs don’t matter how you do it
time to set the goal we gotta pursue it
and pursue it none the less
Time to live the life no matter the test.

Now that we got your attention did I forget to mention
we're crossing paths and intersections
we're built for taking the surest direction
what they calling set backs we’re gonna label as a blessing
please ... ain’t no messing with the views I have
and if I had a few listeners... wouldn’t feel that bad
so exactly what is it that you want to hear?
should I tell you that I’ll calm your fears..
or be the man to dry your tears
with these other dudes hollering yo I’ll be right here
with my feet planted where the light is clear
within a warfare where the fight is near
Yo the finest dear is what I see next to me
Hot spiritually and intellectually. How it has to be and ain’t no other way.
From the darkest nights and to the brightest days, Come on.


from The coolest nerd you know, released December 7, 2010
Produced and Mixed by: JXD
Performed by: JXD, Fisher Price, Drey
Written by: JXD, Fisher Price, Drey
Software/Samples: NI Kontakt, Goldbaby Productions,
Drumwerks, FL Studio, Cockos Reaper, Voxengo
Published by: jxdlab


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The son of a former jazz drummer, JXD was born in Southern California and raised in and around Portland, Oregon. He discovered his love for writing and music in his twenties, and after going to college for Electronic Engineering in Chicago, IL, he moved back to California for work, but combined his two passions and now produces hip hop music as well as writes fiction.

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